Much much much thanks to bridget for making me this awsome lay out! *claps vocificerously*

yay i have a new 360!

now i can acctualy play some of my 360 games!

in other news midterms are still happening and for the first time in my life they are acctualy realy bothering me

oh well

have a great day everyone and good luck

-julian

flashing lights in my rearview

hmm...  cops...

yeah now i have no money.  speeding tickets are kinda expensive.  but i guess i got off easy. it is only $145.

i was tired and just wanted to go home but no the cop had to follow me and pull me over.  i am thankful things could have been a lot worse.  i'm still kinda annoyed though.  i stil have my license even though i was doing 51 in a 35 after 11 pm.  i guess someone up there still likes me

so yeah i might not be able to get many gifts for people. seeing as how i have $140 to my name and a $145 ticket to my name as well.

oh well i'll figure something out.

it was an interesting night.

later

julian

thanksgiving was good.  lots of good food!

today i got up arely and went to work for carl.  it was good.  i am tired now and sore.  it is a good feeling. 

hard work is good.

my parents are away till tuesday. they went to florida for a week.  so i am staying with family. i got to see some of my cousins again!  good times allaround.  playing games, joking, looking back on other good times, telling stories,  all kinds of fun!

julian

life is wierd right now.  my emotions are going haywire.  and i can't control them like i used to.  they goes up and down and all around.  and i have to fight to understand and control them.  

soccer is a lot of fun even if my team's record isn't very good right now.  i hurt all over from soccer though.  it is worth it.  i am getting better. 

homework sucks.  i wish i had the option to choose more quizes instead of home work, but for some reason my school doesn't want to do that.  i ace the tests anyways with out doing the homework so i don't see the point in it.

ghost recon advanced warrior is a fun game and xbox 360 is fun as well.

i need a better job flossie may just isn't paying enough.  and i would rather do some sort of mechanic work.  or something more interesting than dipping icecream.  anyone have any ideas what job i might like?

i need to get away from life right now.  in all truth i think all my friends could use a break from life as well.  i want to go to alaska and hike for a week or two.  maybe go fishing and hunting.  just me and a few guys each with a large knife a rifle a sleeping bag a tent and some clothes and food.  just go and spend some time in nature.

i wonder if anyone is going to notice this post.  it has been a while since i have posted anything

later

-scott

Currently Listening Trapt By Trapt see related

i found a song tonight that partly expresses how i feel sometimes going through life

thanks to dan who gave me the CD

it is by trapt  and it is called still frame

Please help me cause I'm Breaking down.
This picture's frozen and I can't get it out.
Please help me cause I'm Breaking down.
This picture's frozen and I can't get it out of here.
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you.
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you.

And everytime I think I've finally made it, I learn
I'm farther away then I have ever been before.
I see the clock and it's ticking away.
The hour glass empties, what the f*** do I have to say.

Please help me cause I'm breaking down.
This pictures frozen and I can't get it out.
Please help me cause I'm breaking down.
This pictures frozen and I can't get it out of here.
Believe me, I'm Just as lost as you.
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you.

Keep it inside, the image portrayed.
As if I couldn't stand losing, as if I couldn't be safe, no way.
A small confession, I think I'm starting to lose it. I think
I'm drifting away from the people I really need.
A small reflection of when we were younger.
We had it all figured cause we had everything covered.
And now we're older. Getting harder to see what this future
is holding.
What the f*** are we going to be.

Please help me cause I'm breaking down.
This picture's frozen and I can't get it out.
Please help me cause I'm breaking down.
This picture's frozen and I can't get it out of here.
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you.
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you.

well i have to go work now

later

julian